“I miss them so much. It’s hard, you know, to move on … to know that I couldn’t do anything to save either of them and, yet, to be so grateful that you are alive … that you are here.”
“I am. I’m here. And it’s because of you…because of you and your love. Don’t bottle things up. Don’t sto—” But it was me who stopped. I didn’t want to push it. I didn’t want to risk the progress that had just been made.
He took my chin in his fingers and tilted my face toward his. “Say it.”
I adjusted slightly so I could meet his eyes. “Don’t do that again, Finn. Don’t risk going off your meds.” My bravado started to fail as my voice cracked and my eyes got a tad watery. “Don’t. Please.”
“I’m sorry. I thought I just wanted a couple of days to feel …” He tried to explain. “I let you down.”
“You … no. It’s okay to feel. Just don’t hurt yourself doing it. And don’t shield me from it.”